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Name: Elyssa Birthday: 3/30/1991 Gender: Female
Interests: Cavaliers, marching band, band in general, reading, playing video games, SLEEPING WHEN APPLICABLE! Panic! At the Disco, Hinder, University of Texas, Aggies, Texas Tech (any will work for me) PEARLAND OILERS! Expertise: Flute, marchingmarchingmarching, making marching shoes look like the next Nike shoe, computers, math (wow! thats new), reading, Final Fantasy ANYTHING, did I fail to mention marching band?? Getting under your skin, and being obnoxiously random! MARCHINGMARCHINGMARCHING
Yelling loud and playing equally as loud at a football game! Memorization...blahblahblah... Occupation: Student Industry: Other
Message: message me Yahoo: iwearmarchingshoes09
Member Since:
9/4/2005
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| For me it has been a downhill, momentous wee k academically...I just have to fix this next six weeks. As long as I average as all A's for the semester again, im content with little mess-ups here and there. I've been ACTUALLY going to sleep at a reasonable time this past week, yet I'm still tired!! I just hope my stress won't send me into some mental vacation...I think I've lost my mind...i've been randomly saying things without thinking and getting hyper (which I think is OC for me). So whatever is wrong with me I pray will leave me alone. I'm getting lazy...this start to a new semester sux. Well, I have full band practice Mondays from 3-5:30pm until...after Spring Trip I guess and sectionals now on Tuesdays 5:30-7pm...so ODE TO JOY for after school practice on top of homework and praticing at home on my new solo for next year...-__-; I've really dug myself a hole, and I'm not going to be able to crawl out...oh well... I'm starting to look over a review book for the AP exam in World History...so anyone else that has this class should start getting ready now...waiting until the last minute won't help you for THIS test...I think studying the night of the PSAT was dumb of me, but I have Baylor already asking me if I'd lyk to go to their school. They haven't even seen my GPA yet...geez. But I'm glad colleges are taking interest while im still new to this PSAT/SAT/ACT/AP testing. Well as soon as I get emails from Duke or UT, then I'll be happy. But maybe next year when I take trhe PSAT again...im only a sophomore after all!! <333 Everyone have a relaxing weekend...im not sure if I will...but have a good one for me!! ...life is a pain in the posterior...but somehow I believe there maybe hope for the wandering... | | |
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Yes, we are all pretty much sick, sore throats, fevers stuffy, runny noses abound! But we shall play our music anyway! (cause there isnt much else to do...plus its kinda required...lol) Yeah, we are that nerdy...or is that just me?
I think i have a fever...and i cant breathe well while playing.......NOT. GOOD. But i had dinner with Michelle Y. I think she's pretty cool...and Mr. Y is soooooo funny! Or is it irritating...LMAO Well good luck to all of us who brave the cold, wet, sunny, day while suffering such physical ailments to go compete tomorrow! YOU PPL COME SEE ME! i'll be there 7:30 tomorrow...so no complaints about showing up for just an hour!!! ~10 cents~ uh oh...my voice is going out again... ~10 cents~ lol ~10 cents~ YAY FOR SICK PPL! C YA AT SOLO/ENSEMBLE!! ~10 cents~ TTYL!!!!!!!! ~10 cents~ | | |
| I can't breathe....i might as well be drowning...know what I mean? you can swim.....but you know its hopeless to try because you know you'll never be better than what you are... so you let the currents sweep you away.....all the while draining every breath within you... Some may say crying may help.... but i just think it will make things worse I just love the world! Don't you?? | | |
| I guess one could describe my mood right now as apathetic...I just feel life for me at this moment is kind of pointless, I just don't feel like doing anything. Truth is I don't feel anything at all...I don't think. I don't know, but life to me right now seems so... pointless useless uneventful nothing worth doing I mean, I love all my friends to death....but I just don't feel like there is really anything worth doing! And I have no idea what to do!!!! I guess this is me all emo...lol but truth is...I feel is if life has nothing for me...like there really isn't a greater purpose!! Just kinda... empty hopeless meaningless bleak I mean...I have nothing to really look foreward to anymore...I'm just not a social/party alor person I guess. I mean im not always out and about...im too holed up at school and homework!! I just feel empty...the old spark of life isnt there... It's just kinda.... blank dull boring vapid Well...I can't say this is my favorite time ofyear either...didn't make to put a damper on your lives.... But the truth is....im sure most go through this once and a while where they are busy looking for the person they want to be...and find their place...and I find myself doing this alot..... It's a empty, lonely feeling.... I don't know how to really get rid of it...but I mean I'm not going to kill myself or anything.... but I just feel like im nothing right now...soo... yeah, im joking around at school, so if i offend i really dont mean it... and if im smiling, chances are high that its not real if im staring of into space...leave me be... im just not 'me' right now and im not sure there really is a 'me' im not sure of who i am so please....if you know what im talking about....let me have some space....i cant breathe right now.... | | |
| My voice gives once and a while...oh my god I can just hear it...PEOPLE CHEERING! My solo AND ensemble are all in good shape!! (To Jazz: I would like to do a cool ensemble with you and whoever else next year...help me find one!! Please! Why? Cause we are all awesome like that! <3333 ) So...I've been looking at three of these colleges: Texas A&M University of Texas Texas Tech I think I could get into Tech now with my PSAT score...I mean the predicted SAT score thingie... But I need to ACTUALLY study next year so I can raise my score just a bit in each section...then I'd be good for the other two.... Other than that...nothing. Soo...xD "That was some PHAT dancin' boys!" "For REAL!" "Yeah, you know what boys? Go dance." "For REAL!" "Yeah." | | |
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